More Lyrics...

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When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Be Careful What You Wish For...

So the title is kind of the moral of today’s blog. I feel asleep about 7:30ish tonight and had the weirdest but most insight dream ever. We all say or think to our selves “I wish I was never born” and I said it a couple of weeks ago but yer anyway onto my dream...

So yer it was white like kind of stereotypical heaven light. And I had an angel guiding me touring me if you like through aspects of my life. I didn’t recognise the face of the angel but yer. So basically it took me through my life and what would happen if I wasn’t born and it was kind of scary how much I mean to people but then again its a dream but I believe dreams can become reality. Well some of mine have so yer.

Anyway other stuff much more important is that Saturday was so so nice. I really enjoyed it because guess what...Yep I spent it with Kathryn. We went to places we haven’t been for a while. It was a lovely day then Kathryn came back to mien for tea and we went to the beach. It felt well it’s so hard to describe it was just wonderful.

So yer I need beauty sleep...
So here’s tonight picture. Its my cusion at the wedding :) I can't find any other pictures worth posting...

My child arrived just the other day;
Came to the world in the usually way
But there were planes to catch and bills to pay.
He learned to walk while I was away.
He was talkin' 'fore I knew it.
And as he grew he said,
"I'm gonna be like you, Dad.
You know I'm gonna be like you."

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man on the moon.
"When you comin' home ?"
"Son, I don't know when.
We'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then."

Well, my son turned ten just the other day.
He said , "Thanks for the ball, Dad. Come on, let's play.
Could you teach me to throw ?" I said, "Not today.
I got a lot to do." He said, "That's okay."
And he walked away and he smiled and he said,
"You know,
I'm gonna be like him, yeah.
You know I'm gonna be like him."
And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man on the moon.
"When you comin' home ?"
"Son, I don't know when.
We'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then."

Well, he came from college just the other day,
So much like a man I just had to say,
"I'm proud of you. Could you sit for a while ?"
He shook his head and he said with a smile,
"What I'd really like, Dad, is to borrow the car keys.
See you later. Can I have them please ?"

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man on the moon.
"When you comin home, Son ?"
"I don't know when.
We'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then.

I've long since retired, my son's moved away.
I called him up just the other day.
"I'd like to see you, if you dont mind."
He said, "I'd love to, Dad, if I could find the time.
You see my new job's a hassle and the kids have the flu,
But it's sure nice talkin' to you, Dad.
It's been sure nice talkin' to you.

And as I hung up the phone it occurred to me,
He'd grown up just like me.
My boy was just like me.
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man on the moon.
"When you comin' home ?"
"Son, I don't know when.
We'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then."

This Young Lady x

This young lady above is the most amazing young lady there is. She is so kind, caring, beautiful, unique, funny, respectful, sweet natured. She is so amazing words can’t describe her. I was lucky enough to spend most of my weekend with her! She came round to mine on Saturday spent the morning at mine and then we went to hers. Where she thrashed me at the Wii. We then went looking at a nice house as her family want to move. Then went back to hers for tea. I was then invited round for a BBQ the following day! So the next day I went round for a BBQ and it was lovely. The thing about this young lady is that she makes me feel so special and relaxed. She removes all of the negativity when I’m with her and makes me feel safe and that everything is okay.

I am the luckiest guy alive to have you in my life. I never want to lose you Miss Kathryn Ann Loveland. I will always love you forever and ever.

Shrek (:

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I don’t know what to write if I’m honest.