-Shrug-

Justin feels crap. He feels like he has let everyone down again. Sorry.

Summer is upon US

Double blogging Kathryn and Justin writing the blog today woop!

Today has been truly amazing. It has been great beach weather so as all brits do we headed off to the beach. And got lost (temporarily delayed) on route! (Kathryn was navigating) but then Justin decided to g against all men and ask for directions and it turns out Kathryn was right (except for a couple of directions. (There we’re only 6 on the sheet))But I didn’t use the sheet directions actually hunni so ;p.

Moving on...
We got to the beach. (Feet hurt though and still do now) we went in the sea destroyed castles and eateded ice creams which we’re frozen but melten at the same time. Then Kath went in the sea and Justin went to push her in but failed. Then we went back to the bus stop and got the bus home which we thought had gone but it hadn’t.

Then got back to Kath’s just as it started to rain (y) then after putting bits and bobs together and shoving stuff in a washing machine we grabbed Justin’s bike and headed of back to his but on the way Kath stoled his bike and headed off to his house where we watched Lee Evans and ate dinner YUMMY! J is a very good cook but ssh I didn’t say anything. And Kath for once ated to my mother’s pleasure. Now we are writing this and will take some more photos when J can be arsed to move because he is now comfy.

Toodles
xx

Yer...

What can I say really this past month has been so mixed up I feel that I want to burst.
My Step Granddad died at the age of 80 in hospital on 28th June 2008 at 10am due to brain & lung cancer. The worst part was seeing my Dad cry. I've never seen him cry before. I'm slightly freaked out over the song "send me up to the spirit in the sky". When my great Nan died that song was played before she died. When my great granddad died 5 years ago the song was released by Gareth Gates and when my mum was asked to go to the hospital it was on the radio. Today when my dad took the call from my auntie saying Granny has been asked to go to the hospital Dad walked back into the workshop and one the radio was Spirit In the sky. Thanks to Kathryn for being there for me this weekend, I’m sorry I’m not there for you when you need me.

I feel so bluh at this current point in time. I have so much coursework, exam preparation and other junk that needs to be done by Friday or I’m buggered next year. I feel like poop to be honest. I'm sorry to everyone who I haven't been there for and am not there for I'm so sorry.

But hey what can I do, stop moaning get my head down and just keep going. Sleep tight all...

Talk soon I guess..

More Lyrics...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jBEYyHGbwto&feature=related

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Be Careful What You Wish For...

So the title is kind of the moral of today’s blog. I feel asleep about 7:30ish tonight and had the weirdest but most insight dream ever. We all say or think to our selves “I wish I was never born” and I said it a couple of weeks ago but yer anyway onto my dream...

So yer it was white like kind of stereotypical heaven light. And I had an angel guiding me touring me if you like through aspects of my life. I didn’t recognise the face of the angel but yer. So basically it took me through my life and what would happen if I wasn’t born and it was kind of scary how much I mean to people but then again its a dream but I believe dreams can become reality. Well some of mine have so yer.

Anyway other stuff much more important is that Saturday was so so nice. I really enjoyed it because guess what...Yep I spent it with Kathryn. We went to places we haven’t been for a while. It was a lovely day then Kathryn came back to mien for tea and we went to the beach. It felt well it’s so hard to describe it was just wonderful.

So yer I need beauty sleep...
So here’s tonight picture. Its my cusion at the wedding :) I can't find any other pictures worth posting...

My child arrived just the other day;
Came to the world in the usually way
But there were planes to catch and bills to pay.
He learned to walk while I was away.
He was talkin' 'fore I knew it.
And as he grew he said,
"I'm gonna be like you, Dad.
You know I'm gonna be like you."

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man on the moon.
"When you comin' home ?"
"Son, I don't know when.
We'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then."

Well, my son turned ten just the other day.
He said , "Thanks for the ball, Dad. Come on, let's play.
Could you teach me to throw ?" I said, "Not today.
I got a lot to do." He said, "That's okay."
And he walked away and he smiled and he said,
"You know,
I'm gonna be like him, yeah.
You know I'm gonna be like him."
And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man on the moon.
"When you comin' home ?"
"Son, I don't know when.
We'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then."

Well, he came from college just the other day,
So much like a man I just had to say,
"I'm proud of you. Could you sit for a while ?"
He shook his head and he said with a smile,
"What I'd really like, Dad, is to borrow the car keys.
See you later. Can I have them please ?"

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man on the moon.
"When you comin home, Son ?"
"I don't know when.
We'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then.

I've long since retired, my son's moved away.
I called him up just the other day.
"I'd like to see you, if you dont mind."
He said, "I'd love to, Dad, if I could find the time.
You see my new job's a hassle and the kids have the flu,
But it's sure nice talkin' to you, Dad.
It's been sure nice talkin' to you.

And as I hung up the phone it occurred to me,
He'd grown up just like me.
My boy was just like me.
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)

And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man on the moon.
"When you comin' home ?"
"Son, I don't know when.
We'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then."

This Young Lady x

This young lady above is the most amazing young lady there is. She is so kind, caring, beautiful, unique, funny, respectful, sweet natured. She is so amazing words can’t describe her. I was lucky enough to spend most of my weekend with her! She came round to mine on Saturday spent the morning at mine and then we went to hers. Where she thrashed me at the Wii. We then went looking at a nice house as her family want to move. Then went back to hers for tea. I was then invited round for a BBQ the following day! So the next day I went round for a BBQ and it was lovely. The thing about this young lady is that she makes me feel so special and relaxed. She removes all of the negativity when I’m with her and makes me feel safe and that everything is okay.

I am the luckiest guy alive to have you in my life. I never want to lose you Miss Kathryn Ann Loveland. I will always love you forever and ever.

Shrek (: