Yer...

What can I say really this past month has been so mixed up I feel that I want to burst.
My Step Granddad died at the age of 80 in hospital on 28th June 2008 at 10am due to brain & lung cancer. The worst part was seeing my Dad cry. I've never seen him cry before. I'm slightly freaked out over the song "send me up to the spirit in the sky". When my great Nan died that song was played before she died. When my great granddad died 5 years ago the song was released by Gareth Gates and when my mum was asked to go to the hospital it was on the radio. Today when my dad took the call from my auntie saying Granny has been asked to go to the hospital Dad walked back into the workshop and one the radio was Spirit In the sky. Thanks to Kathryn for being there for me this weekend, I’m sorry I’m not there for you when you need me.

I feel so bluh at this current point in time. I have so much coursework, exam preparation and other junk that needs to be done by Friday or I’m buggered next year. I feel like poop to be honest. I'm sorry to everyone who I haven't been there for and am not there for I'm so sorry.

But hey what can I do, stop moaning get my head down and just keep going. Sleep tight all...

Talk soon I guess..