Indeed it was. I’ve spent the evening with Kathryn which was just perfect it really was but then I had to come home...
It was all fine until I opened by big fat mouth. I said to dad are you going to come to the show (I’ve been working on for a couple of days) and he goes ‘I dunno’ then mum turns round and says ‘of course he isn’t, means he has to take time off work’ now they are arguing and I feel bad for starting it all off and they are still at it now and what’s the point.
The links below are links to a songs that I feel like right now,
http://youtube.com/watch?v=tHXZ_peJe9c
http://youtube.com/watch?v=o2DWYcS2OuY
Sorry for not blogging for a while theres been so much going on...
Sunday, March 9, 2008
Saturday, March 1, 2008
Keep Going
I wouldn’t read this post unless you want to become bored.
Basically I’m going to let how I feel out. At this current point in time I feel crap. This last week I’ve let all my problems build up because I’ve been helping others with there’s and just keeping me busy. Well this weekend it’s just built up and I need to let it out. Sorry if I sound self centred and selfish it’s true but yer I’m sorry.
I constantly feel down and crap. Home life is crap; probably because I cause the problems me and my sister contently argues and I really hate it. Inside it burns me so much when we do argue I try and make an effort not to argue and it gets thrown back in my face. I know she hates me and I know people all say “all brothers and sisters are like that” but no it’s not the same we have never been close maybe because I was jealous when we were younger but then that’s me all over - jealous. Mum and Dad are constantly at each other’s throats even when they’re not together there back stabbing one another it does my head in.
Friends seem to be having a lot of problems recently and I really feel that I am making things worse for them with the advice I give them (if you can call it advice) I’m sorry to you all. I feel like I’m letting Kathryn down constantly and I’m so sorry.
I’m sorry to everyone for everything, that I’ve let you down, made you cry, made things worse and just being me I’m sorry to you all.
Basically I’m going to let how I feel out. At this current point in time I feel crap. This last week I’ve let all my problems build up because I’ve been helping others with there’s and just keeping me busy. Well this weekend it’s just built up and I need to let it out. Sorry if I sound self centred and selfish it’s true but yer I’m sorry.
I constantly feel down and crap. Home life is crap; probably because I cause the problems me and my sister contently argues and I really hate it. Inside it burns me so much when we do argue I try and make an effort not to argue and it gets thrown back in my face. I know she hates me and I know people all say “all brothers and sisters are like that” but no it’s not the same we have never been close maybe because I was jealous when we were younger but then that’s me all over - jealous. Mum and Dad are constantly at each other’s throats even when they’re not together there back stabbing one another it does my head in.
Friends seem to be having a lot of problems recently and I really feel that I am making things worse for them with the advice I give them (if you can call it advice) I’m sorry to you all. I feel like I’m letting Kathryn down constantly and I’m so sorry.
I’m sorry to everyone for everything, that I’ve let you down, made you cry, made things worse and just being me I’m sorry to you all.
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