Its friday again..

I Really would even read this
Yep Friday again. So today I had PSE and we did speed dating and Dani didn’t like the name so we changed it to speed friendship. Got to know some stuff about my registration group which was okay. Then it was double food tech where I made my lunch Chicken Mozzarella so I had made that by the first part of the lesson and had cleaned up but what did I have to do? Sit there and do jack all. So I had that for lunch and it was rather nice. After that I sat there and was thinking about just stuff. Then I had double media what fun that was. Basically I sat and did all the work for our group which contained four people not just one. Last lesson was psychology and I made a poster on the Bobo Doll. After school I went in the animal room to get away from revision and think but no my physics teacher comes in and does revision with me (which I’m really not happy about)

Friday means cadets. What fun that was I feel like crap afterwards as usual. I feel that I let Kathryn down again for not supporting her. I’m truly sorry babe. I love you so much. I feel really crap at the moment due to I’ve got so much to do and it’s like...

Anyway I need sleep.

EARTH QUAKE!

Earth Quake last night; I didn’t feel a thing but my friend in London said that he thought his boiler was starting to blow up and his bedroom was about to come to an end with a big bang, so he checked his boiler and it was fine, although he said it had the look of ‘not this time mate... but maybe next’. So remember 00:53 on the 27th Feburery 2008 Earth Quake hits England. Theres a story for your kids.

Anyway sorry for not blogging since, (looks at last post date) Sunday. It’s been manic what with back to school and the great subject of revision. This is because I have a module maths exam Monday (yuck) and three module science exams on Wednesday (even better) so at this point in time I have rounding decimal places and the uses of polymers running through my head.

Today has been wired. Today’s been like walking round with the sign ‘Councillor’ above my head. Chloe is having a lot of problems and I’ve been trying (but failing) to help her. Then Maria has just split from her boyfriend and found out he cheated behind her back 9 times within their 6 months of being together.

Tonight has been okay. I went to Kathryn’s as it was her sister’s birthday and Kath asked me to go and keep her sane. (Why me I don’t know) we got chatting which was really nice and something we don’t do often enough (well properly) and it really enjoyed myself. Mum has defiantly got her new job now but that’s caused arguments between her and in the end mum turned round and said well ‘I get round it somehow other single parents’ so more arguments. Now I need a cuddle for Kathryn.

Babe if you are reading this I love you so much and you truly do mean the world to me you’ve made my life so wonderful and I never ever want to lose you.

Right I’m off to read my Harry Potter Book before the circle of schools tarts again tommrow (I’m jumping for joys at this point.)

Here is tonight’s picture:

Sorry & Thank You

I’m sorry,
I’m sorry I’m not good looking,
I’m sorry I’m fat,
I’m sorry I don’t comfort you when you need me,
Sorry I’m over protective,
Sorry I’m jealous,
Sorry I don't show my love,
I’m sorry I care too much,
I’m sorry I’m clingy,
I’m sorry I’m not the guy you deserve.

Today has been a great day. I’ve spent most of it with Kathryn again. We had a bit of a down morning but we sorted that we spent most of our day in the park and again everything seemed so right. I’m missing her like crazy now. Thanks for a fab day i truly do love you with all my heart.

Anyway I’ll leave you be enjoy your evening.

ARAGHHHHHHHHH - Sorry

Time for a rant!

I’ll start nasty and finish nicely. Tonight has been rubbish (I won’t swear). Its Friday again which means cadets and to be quite honest I want to leave and I think I’m going to either that or I’m going to get kicked out. They don't listen to me but that’s because I’m a crap NCO and they know it. At Anyway so that was the main part of cadets but then we had quiz and that went from bad to worse.

We we’re doing training Kathryn wasn’t too happy as it was because of something before and something cropped up and it just blew from there I went to comfort Kathryn which she doesn’t need I guess and I over react. I guess, I’m just too clingy and I’m sorry. Now I’ve left my phone with Kathryn so mums not happy that I haven’t got my phone another reason to hate me I guess. Then I phoned Kathryn and I was off with her on the phone and I really didn’t mean to be and I’m sorry. Maybe I should just disappear or hopefully not wake up in the morning. Oh and dads not happy that even though I told him Wednesday and reminded him this morning that I wasn’t going to be On Call Staff for the rally at the arena so hey this hole is getting deeper and deeper.

On the upside Kathryn and I went out for a lovely meal this afternoon and I’ve spent my day with her which has been fabulous. I’ve really enjoyed it. I love her so much, I truly do.

Anyway I suppose I better go because I but you can’t be bothered reading the above and I don't blame you. So maybe things will be better in the morning or I won’t wake up tomorrow one or the other. Have a good night!

Time for a quckie?

Just a short blog today as I’m in the middle of writing a letter so I’ll just tell me about my last couple of days. Well yesterday I went out with my nan in the morning and then went back to hers. My mum then came and went “girly shopping with my sister & nan” so I walked down to Kathryn’s and we watched some random videos on YouTube and look at some chat logs (shows what some people are like towards other) then we decided to go for a walk and into the park for a bit I will post the links to the video of me going down the slide when I can be bothered to YouTube them. Kathryn then came back to mine for tea. But before that we made up the packs for cadets and had to clean out the chinchillas (sorry) then we had chicken mozzarella and then watched cast away (kind of in a fashion) then we dropped Kath back home and i went to bed.

Today I’ve been really lazy and done hardly anything I got out of bed about 11am this morning and went to pick up my shoes with my Nan then back to hers for some lunch and to install Adobe reader on her computer then I came home and Louise’s mum was round doing Heidi’s hair and showing mum how to do it for the wedding. Then I was chatting to her and then she went home we then had dinner because mum and Heidi have gone out to watch the wizard of Oz tonight so I’m home alone just spoken to Kath but now I’m going to go and finish my letter.

So night
Here is tonight picture – it’s not animated

I don’t have a title today

What a wonderful day it has been today because I’ve spent it with my wonderful girlfriend Kathryn. I got to hers about ten this morning and got back to mine about 8:45 tonight we’ve had a really great day. I met her Nan today and she is really nice as well as her cousin who is well a bit... Grumpy? Then I went back to Kaths and had some tea with her and then we watched a night at the museum which is a really cool film (like we watched it :P) and then they dropped me back home. Now I’m blogging to you wonderful people and going to have some chocolate milk. Nighty night here’s a picture to sum up my day;

Me & You In The Car Parking Space Right Here Right Now!

Today has been really long and really tiring. Basically today I spent the day with my Nan. Don’t get me wrong I love my Nan to bits she is one of those people I really get on with in my family. Anyway so yesterday I got a call saying there was a problem with her laptop (good old Vista again) so she picks me up and we go down to the guy who normally does her computer he shows me what to do to save Nan £50. So then we go to my house to pick up my laptop to back hers up because we’ve got to do a complete reboot of the whole system (yay).

So we get my laptop go into town to see the shoe doctor to have the metal put in my shoes and then we went back to hers and I spent 5 hours sorting out her bumming laptop and speaking to Virgin Media (fat lot of help they were can’t understand them)

Then I went home had some tea well a slim fast shake and then Kath picked me up in her mums new car and we went to Youth Forum and completely messed around really and oh yer ECO RABBIT! Oh and Me and you in the car parking space right here right now!

Now I’m currently watching the Simpsons movie and blogging at the same time (I can multitask) now I’m looking for a image to post with the blog so, here is another funny sign or two!

You Have Reached Your Destination

Today has been one of the best days of my life I’ve ever had. I have spent the day with my absolutely wonderful girlfriend Kath we’ve been to Southampton today! We got there about 11:30 due to sat nav. So basically we went and did a bit of shopping sat in the park for a bit then we met up with my mum and dad and then we went home (stopped at the pet shop on way home needed crickets for my geckos)

We got home and went on the Wii for a but then we went out for dinner at the cavalry and had a Sunday roast and they we’re ‘joking’ about the baby pictures. But no they weren’t we came home and mum and dad decided to show Kath the baby photos and videos (sorry babe). We then watched wild at heart (this probably sounds boring to you lot) but I really felt that me and Kath are really close more than ever and everything is so perfect it really is.

Then we took Kath home and I truly miss her now so now I’m watching peter kay and I’m about to go to sleep really. So yer sorry to boar you to death with my post but today has been an amazing day and babe I love you so much.

Night

Shall I or shall I not.

I didn’t know whether to blog or not today but I thought yer why not.

So my day was really rather boring I got up about 8:30 and then did some more looking in to buying a tortoise then I got up properly and went and did some posters and stuff for mum and then packed up the car and went to go and do the chocolate party until 6. Kath same about half 2ish with her family I didn’t get to give her a hug and I feel really bad now but she brought me a dictionary (I think she is hinting at something) but hey I love her so much. And I am missing her like crazy but ig et to spend the day with her tomorrow in Southampton. We then went to KFC because dads out and we haven’t had time to go to Tesco today because of the chocolate party. But of course being KFC they mucked up the order! Now I’m at home listening to music and writing this I’m about to go and watch casualty now so I’ll blog tomorrow I guess! Have a fab evening!

Heres a picture to make you laugh (well it made me laugh)

Friday 'Just not Sweet Enough"

Hello me again here to bore you all to death with my thoughts and feelings. So if you can’t be bothered to read it don't try it will only boar you some more.

Today is Friday meaning it’s the weekend tomorrow what joys? Today has been a bit of a down day really first lesson today was some professor from Southampton University to teach us about chemistry. Then I had double food tech which was all theory which really does my skull in. Then it was lunch and I decided to go for a walk round the school fields to just do some thinking really. Then I had double media and we were doing photo stories it was okay but I’ve now got to edit them all. Last but not least was psychology and I had my exam on phobias think it went okay but I froze on the answer which was worth 12 marks so I’ve probably screwed up there. After school I stayed behind to clean out the animals and make sure the gecko got taken home (so now your probably thinking I’m a nerd – probably true)

Got home and then had to pick up a folding table for the chocolate party tomorrow what fun that will be... Then I made a word search for cadets offended some people which I really hate myself for. Then I went to cadets and most probably made people hate me more than they already do. On the upside got to see Kath (which is a good thing in my eyes). Now I’m sat writing this on word listening to depressing songs and reflecting on my life (you asleep yet?) I get to see Kath tomorrow and Sunday as she’s popping up to the chocolate party tomorrow and we’re going to Southampton on Sunday.

Anyway bye for now I think I’ve bored you all enough including myself.

I'm sorry to everyone i've hurt today, I'm just sorry for everything

I’m sorry of being so emotional
I’m sorry of being so possessive
I’m sorry that I cry for you
I’m sorry because I can’t live without you

I’m sorry for the tears you shed
I’m sorry for the damage I made
I’m sorry I’ve made you sick
Sorry I hurt you so deep

I’m sorry for giving you sleepless nights
I’m sorry for each and every fight
I’m sorry for your pain & agony
I’m sorry for the missing harmony

I’m sorry for my selfish love
I’m sorry for not caring enough

I’m sorry for my restlessness
I’m sorry for the losing grace
I’m sorry my friend I made you mad
I’m sorry darling you are so sad
Sorry for not giving you any happiness

Sorry because it’s my disgrace
I’m sorry for thinking of you so very much
I’m sorry I always miss your touch
I’m sorry of being so mad about you

I’m sorry for my every blue
I’m sorry of being so immature
I’m sorry now that can’t be cured
I’m sorry that I’ve failed

I’m sorry and sorry again
I’m sorry of being insane
But believe me that I love you
But i'm not sorry for that

Valentines Day

Happy Valentine’s Day to you all, but especially to Kathryn. I love you so much babe with all my heart I truly do. I’m the luckiest and happiest guy alive to have you in my life not just as a great friend but as my girlfriend as well.

I hope you’ve all had a nice day as I have well ish. I got a lovely text from Kath this morning about 7 which made me get up with a smile on my face. So I did the usual get dressed etc and went to school. So this is my day.

Period one was physics and it was okay really got a load of revision to do for half term which is just great. Period two was let me think, English and we had some cover teacher from the art department I think. He wouldn’t let us talk for the discussion work that we were doing which is like ok... Period three was Psychology and we were doing a bit of revision for the end of module exam tomorrow. Period four was Biology and it was rubbish had to sit and do a mock exam and then get more revision sheets. Period five was maths and I feel like a dumb idiot as I got 19 out of 50 so yer I’m not happy about that so there’s some more revision to do. So I feel of a failure. Period six we watched Shrek in French so that was okay.

After school I had my interview I think it went well but I really don’t think I’m going to get the job but hey. I then got the bus home but not home I stopped off at Kath’s to give her, her card and duck!

So now I’m at home just thinking and missing Kath so much it’s unbearable. Family life isn’t to good mum got dad a valentine present and card and put it out for the morning for him and he hasn’t even touched it. Heidi is just being annoying and I feel like a failure but hey. Mums not to happy with me for getting 19 out of 50 and now I’ve just mucked up dinner by cooking the food the wrong way round well done me tonight’s going to be fun evening I can tell!

Might post again later on but for now bye and happy Valentine’s Day.

'The Day Before Valentines So That Makes It The 13th ...'

... I asked the question of what’s the date today so my chemistry teacher replies with that answer, I mean do most normal people work out the date like that. Or is that just me?

Anyway I shall stop babbling now and tell you about my day (that’s the part where you jump up and down with excitement) so today...

I woke up really late for my standards I got up at 7:08 this morning as was washed and dressed by 7:16 so yer had my breakfast tried to print my Psychology homework but the printer was out of ink so I thought memory stick and print at school. So I got to school really late as well today due to ice on the car joys

Period one was ICT the lesson with the chimpanzees let’s just say I didn't get much work done I was talking to Sean about the History trip to Berlin tonight so no Sean until Tuesday in half term. I then went to print my psychology homework off but it wouldn't open due to it didn’t have office 2007 on because the chimpanzees in the IT Techs office can be bothered to upgrade even though we have the software. -Angry Face-

Period two was chemistry and to be honest we learnt nothing yet again it was rather funny though. Joe decided he would hide under the lab bench at the back and every time there was silence he would make some noise or do something and miss go so annoyed. But hey.

Break time I went on the hunt for a computer that had office 2007 on it and failed.

English and we carried on with the Dracula course work [Sarcasm] YAYNESS [/Sarcasm] we we're also winding Sir up about Berlin because he is going as a non-history staff member.

Lunch was cool we just sat on the hill playing music and then there was huge bundle on Greg (there was a good reason)

Psychology and we covered treating phobias and thankfully homework wasn't due until tomorrow which is cool. I also had m daily gossip with Nicki.

Reg and sir was telling us jokes from a rather un political joke book god you got to love them books.

French and we were put on some French website (funny that in French lesson) but we decided to use some proxies and get on some games.

Maths I sat into the library and didn’t revision for my mock after school yay!

Did my mock I think it went well now I had to wait for my mummykins to arrive and pick me up.

She’s picked me up and we went home I had some twiglets yum. Then I got changed and went to forum. and Kathryn came and gave me a lift. She also gave me my valentines present (I haven’t opened it yet not until tomorrow) and card from her.

At forum we went through some news papers about young people into the media and designed a web page and got to see Kathryn yayyyyyyyyyyy.

Then my mum came and picked us up and brought Kath’s present a rose and some chocolate I have her card with me now. So I came home and opened my card and it was really sweet and it has prime place on my desk.

Then I sat down did my homework listened to music talked to Kath online she’s gone to watch torchwood now and now I’m writing this blog sorry to bore you here people.

If you’re reading this Kathryn I just want you to know how lucky I truly am to have you in my life and I love you so so much.

Last note I’ve got my interview for a job tomorrow so good luck to me. Have a nice evening / Valentine’s Day for tomorrow - Justin

End Note:

This blog takes ages to upload photos :(

I still can;t decide a layout for my blog oh well.

Or Tuesday...

... a line from the play i've been working on.

Anyways, wired day really today got into school at 8 this morning to set up the music onto mini disk and find out the news cues from last nights rehersles. Period one the play went really well although i missed a couple of cues but hey no one noticed. Break i went to pick up my raffle prize which was a tin of caberys biscuits.

Period three we did the play again and this time Miss G decided to change my cues and add / remove music... i was not impressed. The play went really well and the audience really enjoyed it by the end of it i had no lunch so went to ICT to sit in a room full of chimps that can't change the font, and they say that is set 2 of 7?

Period five the last and final performance it went extreamly well exsept, i hit the re-set rack button which started the tracka gain while int he middle of a dance opps.. but lukcily it was at the begining so we re-started. That performance went really well and its the one that will be examed. So by the end of that it was the end of school so i met up with, Charlotte, Sean, Mande & Dan and went into town to do some shopping.

I got Kaths valintines pressent and charlotte got hers for dan. I got the bus home and by the end i wanted to hit the bus driver lady / man thing she was so rude. Anyway i msut dash as i'm going to bed. Night more on my day tommrow - yawn -

Just Another Manic Monday!

Monday again oh what joys. Didn't really get much sleep last night due to I was thinking of a number of things but hey I’ll stop moaning.

Anyway so it was Drama rehearsals today for the A Level Drama production tomorrow (only got told about it last Monday, nothing like short notice) so I’ve been sat in the sound and lighting box freezing my bum off and I haven’t really managed to get done what I needed to do which was writing at all my cues but hey that’s the joys of teching especially for Miss G. On the upside I didn't have to wear school uniform.

So now I’ve got to sit going through my script writing in cues for tomorrow’s performance at 8:45 which will be fun.

But there was a good thing about today I won in the raffle at school. So that made my day (yes I get amused easily) and my cakes I made yesterday was rather nice as well.

Right, I must go and do these cues and decide on something for dinner or I might just not bother tonight as I don't feel up for dinner and I had a flap jack for lunch so I guess it makes up for it.

Well.. Hello?

Well my own blog? Hi I guess, my names Justin and I’ve decided to keep a blog of my day to day life as I feel sometimes I need to let it all out really. I dought anyone will read this but hey, it makes me feel better! Anyway below is a bit about me read if you wish or go and find a more interesting site.

Me Myself & I:

My name is Justin. I was born on the 8th May 1993. I live with my mum, dad and sister and a few animals (this includes my sister). I am go to a high school in the south on England in good old Dorset. I am taking the following GCSE's

Maths
English
Science - Triple - Biology, Chemistry & Physics
Media Studies
Food Tech
RE - Short course
Psychology
French

I am currently in love with the most wonderfulist girl in the world and she goes by the name of Kathryn. We've been together for a year and nearly a week. She is so kind, caring, thoughtful, sweet natured, gawjus, intelligent and much more, words truly can't describe her she’s so perfect.
I'm a member of St John Ambulance and have been for over nine years now (what a waste of a life) that really where I met Kath.
My Hates & Likes:

Justin Likes,
Friends, Family, Odd Socks, Pets, Ketchup, Random Skype Calls, St. John, PYF, Stage Management, Singing & Dancing Randomly, My Bed, Apples, Kathryn, Tesco Chocolate Milk, Orange, Mobile, IPod, MSN, Skype, Subway.

Justin Hates,
Stereotyping, Abusive People, Bullying, Doctor Hillary From GMTV, Racism, Pears, Vegetables, Day Time TV, Teletubbies

Right that my first post I’ve got to go and prepare for drama rehearsals tomorrow 8:25 - 17:00 you must be joking!