Time for a rant!
I’ll start nasty and finish nicely. Tonight has been rubbish (I won’t swear). Its Friday again which means cadets and to be quite honest I want to leave and I think I’m going to either that or I’m going to get kicked out. They don't listen to me but that’s because I’m a crap NCO and they know it. At Anyway so that was the main part of cadets but then we had quiz and that went from bad to worse.
We we’re doing training Kathryn wasn’t too happy as it was because of something before and something cropped up and it just blew from there I went to comfort Kathryn which she doesn’t need I guess and I over react. I guess, I’m just too clingy and I’m sorry. Now I’ve left my phone with Kathryn so mums not happy that I haven’t got my phone another reason to hate me I guess. Then I phoned Kathryn and I was off with her on the phone and I really didn’t mean to be and I’m sorry. Maybe I should just disappear or hopefully not wake up in the morning. Oh and dads not happy that even though I told him Wednesday and reminded him this morning that I wasn’t going to be On Call Staff for the rally at the arena so hey this hole is getting deeper and deeper.
On the upside Kathryn and I went out for a lovely meal this afternoon and I’ve spent my day with her which has been fabulous. I’ve really enjoyed it. I love her so much, I truly do.
Anyway I suppose I better go because I but you can’t be bothered reading the above and I don't blame you. So maybe things will be better in the morning or I won’t wake up tomorrow one or the other. Have a good night!
I’ll start nasty and finish nicely. Tonight has been rubbish (I won’t swear). Its Friday again which means cadets and to be quite honest I want to leave and I think I’m going to either that or I’m going to get kicked out. They don't listen to me but that’s because I’m a crap NCO and they know it. At Anyway so that was the main part of cadets but then we had quiz and that went from bad to worse.
We we’re doing training Kathryn wasn’t too happy as it was because of something before and something cropped up and it just blew from there I went to comfort Kathryn which she doesn’t need I guess and I over react. I guess, I’m just too clingy and I’m sorry. Now I’ve left my phone with Kathryn so mums not happy that I haven’t got my phone another reason to hate me I guess. Then I phoned Kathryn and I was off with her on the phone and I really didn’t mean to be and I’m sorry. Maybe I should just disappear or hopefully not wake up in the morning. Oh and dads not happy that even though I told him Wednesday and reminded him this morning that I wasn’t going to be On Call Staff for the rally at the arena so hey this hole is getting deeper and deeper.
On the upside Kathryn and I went out for a lovely meal this afternoon and I’ve spent my day with her which has been fabulous. I’ve really enjoyed it. I love her so much, I truly do.
Anyway I suppose I better go because I but you can’t be bothered reading the above and I don't blame you. So maybe things will be better in the morning or I won’t wake up tomorrow one or the other. Have a good night!
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