Friday 'Just not Sweet Enough"

Hello me again here to bore you all to death with my thoughts and feelings. So if you can’t be bothered to read it don't try it will only boar you some more.

Today is Friday meaning it’s the weekend tomorrow what joys? Today has been a bit of a down day really first lesson today was some professor from Southampton University to teach us about chemistry. Then I had double food tech which was all theory which really does my skull in. Then it was lunch and I decided to go for a walk round the school fields to just do some thinking really. Then I had double media and we were doing photo stories it was okay but I’ve now got to edit them all. Last but not least was psychology and I had my exam on phobias think it went okay but I froze on the answer which was worth 12 marks so I’ve probably screwed up there. After school I stayed behind to clean out the animals and make sure the gecko got taken home (so now your probably thinking I’m a nerd – probably true)

Got home and then had to pick up a folding table for the chocolate party tomorrow what fun that will be... Then I made a word search for cadets offended some people which I really hate myself for. Then I went to cadets and most probably made people hate me more than they already do. On the upside got to see Kath (which is a good thing in my eyes). Now I’m sat writing this on word listening to depressing songs and reflecting on my life (you asleep yet?) I get to see Kath tomorrow and Sunday as she’s popping up to the chocolate party tomorrow and we’re going to Southampton on Sunday.

Anyway bye for now I think I’ve bored you all enough including myself.

I'm sorry to everyone i've hurt today, I'm just sorry for everything

I’m sorry of being so emotional
I’m sorry of being so possessive
I’m sorry that I cry for you
I’m sorry because I can’t live without you

I’m sorry for the tears you shed
I’m sorry for the damage I made
I’m sorry I’ve made you sick
Sorry I hurt you so deep

I’m sorry for giving you sleepless nights
I’m sorry for each and every fight
I’m sorry for your pain & agony
I’m sorry for the missing harmony

I’m sorry for my selfish love
I’m sorry for not caring enough

I’m sorry for my restlessness
I’m sorry for the losing grace
I’m sorry my friend I made you mad
I’m sorry darling you are so sad
Sorry for not giving you any happiness

Sorry because it’s my disgrace
I’m sorry for thinking of you so very much
I’m sorry I always miss your touch
I’m sorry of being so mad about you

I’m sorry for my every blue
I’m sorry of being so immature
I’m sorry now that can’t be cured
I’m sorry that I’ve failed

I’m sorry and sorry again
I’m sorry of being insane
But believe me that I love you
But i'm not sorry for that