Friday, September 26, 2008
Monday, July 28, 2008
Summer is upon US
Double blogging Kathryn and Justin writing the blog today woop!
Today has been truly amazing. It has been great beach weather so as all brits do we headed off to the beach. And got lost (temporarily delayed) on route! (Kathryn was navigating) but then Justin decided to g against all men and ask for directions and it turns out Kathryn was right (except for a couple of directions. (There we’re only 6 on the sheet))But I didn’t use the sheet directions actually hunni so ;p.
Moving on...
We got to the beach. (Feet hurt though and still do now) we went in the sea destroyed castles and eateded ice creams which we’re frozen but melten at the same time. Then Kath went in the sea and Justin went to push her in but failed. Then we went back to the bus stop and got the bus home which we thought had gone but it hadn’t.
Then got back to Kath’s just as it started to rain (y) then after putting bits and bobs together and shoving stuff in a washing machine we grabbed Justin’s bike and headed of back to his but on the way Kath stoled his bike and headed off to his house where we watched Lee Evans and ate dinner YUMMY! J is a very good cook but ssh I didn’t say anything. And Kath for once ated to my mother’s pleasure. Now we are writing this and will take some more photos when J can be arsed to move because he is now comfy.
Today has been truly amazing. It has been great beach weather so as all brits do we headed off to the beach. And got lost (temporarily delayed) on route! (Kathryn was navigating) but then Justin decided to g against all men and ask for directions and it turns out Kathryn was right (except for a couple of directions. (There we’re only 6 on the sheet))But I didn’t use the sheet directions actually hunni so ;p.
Moving on...
We got to the beach. (Feet hurt though and still do now) we went in the sea destroyed castles and eateded ice creams which we’re frozen but melten at the same time. Then Kath went in the sea and Justin went to push her in but failed. Then we went back to the bus stop and got the bus home which we thought had gone but it hadn’t.
Then got back to Kath’s just as it started to rain (y) then after putting bits and bobs together and shoving stuff in a washing machine we grabbed Justin’s bike and headed of back to his but on the way Kath stoled his bike and headed off to his house where we watched Lee Evans and ate dinner YUMMY! J is a very good cook but ssh I didn’t say anything. And Kath for once ated to my mother’s pleasure. Now we are writing this and will take some more photos when J can be arsed to move because he is now comfy.
Toodles
xx
Tuesday, July 1, 2008
Yer...
What can I say really this past month has been so mixed up I feel that I want to burst.
My Step Granddad died at the age of 80 in hospital on 28th June 2008 at 10am due to brain & lung cancer. The worst part was seeing my Dad cry. I've never seen him cry before. I'm slightly freaked out over the song "send me up to the spirit in the sky". When my great Nan died that song was played before she died. When my great granddad died 5 years ago the song was released by Gareth Gates and when my mum was asked to go to the hospital it was on the radio. Today when my dad took the call from my auntie saying Granny has been asked to go to the hospital Dad walked back into the workshop and one the radio was Spirit In the sky. Thanks to Kathryn for being there for me this weekend, I’m sorry I’m not there for you when you need me.
I feel so bluh at this current point in time. I have so much coursework, exam preparation and other junk that needs to be done by Friday or I’m buggered next year. I feel like poop to be honest. I'm sorry to everyone who I haven't been there for and am not there for I'm so sorry.
But hey what can I do, stop moaning get my head down and just keep going. Sleep tight all...
Talk soon I guess..
My Step Granddad died at the age of 80 in hospital on 28th June 2008 at 10am due to brain & lung cancer. The worst part was seeing my Dad cry. I've never seen him cry before. I'm slightly freaked out over the song "send me up to the spirit in the sky". When my great Nan died that song was played before she died. When my great granddad died 5 years ago the song was released by Gareth Gates and when my mum was asked to go to the hospital it was on the radio. Today when my dad took the call from my auntie saying Granny has been asked to go to the hospital Dad walked back into the workshop and one the radio was Spirit In the sky. Thanks to Kathryn for being there for me this weekend, I’m sorry I’m not there for you when you need me.
I feel so bluh at this current point in time. I have so much coursework, exam preparation and other junk that needs to be done by Friday or I’m buggered next year. I feel like poop to be honest. I'm sorry to everyone who I haven't been there for and am not there for I'm so sorry.
But hey what can I do, stop moaning get my head down and just keep going. Sleep tight all...
Talk soon I guess..
Friday, June 20, 2008
More Lyrics...
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
when you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
Be Careful What You Wish For...
So the title is kind of the moral of today’s blog. I feel asleep about 7:30ish tonight and had the weirdest but most insight dream ever. We all say or think to our selves “I wish I was never born” and I said it a couple of weeks ago but yer anyway onto my dream...
So yer it was white like kind of stereotypical heaven light. And I had an angel guiding me touring me if you like through aspects of my life. I didn’t recognise the face of the angel but yer. So basically it took me through my life and what would happen if I wasn’t born and it was kind of scary how much I mean to people but then again its a dream but I believe dreams can become reality. Well some of mine have so yer.
Anyway other stuff much more important is that Saturday was so so nice. I really enjoyed it because guess what...Yep I spent it with Kathryn. We went to places we haven’t been for a while. It was a lovely day then Kathryn came back to mien for tea and we went to the beach. It felt well it’s so hard to describe it was just wonderful.
So yer I need beauty sleep...
So here’s tonight picture. Its my cusion at the wedding :) I can't find any other pictures worth posting...
So yer it was white like kind of stereotypical heaven light. And I had an angel guiding me touring me if you like through aspects of my life. I didn’t recognise the face of the angel but yer. So basically it took me through my life and what would happen if I wasn’t born and it was kind of scary how much I mean to people but then again its a dream but I believe dreams can become reality. Well some of mine have so yer.
Anyway other stuff much more important is that Saturday was so so nice. I really enjoyed it because guess what...Yep I spent it with Kathryn. We went to places we haven’t been for a while. It was a lovely day then Kathryn came back to mien for tea and we went to the beach. It felt well it’s so hard to describe it was just wonderful.
So yer I need beauty sleep...
So here’s tonight picture. Its my cusion at the wedding :) I can't find any other pictures worth posting...
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
My child arrived just the other day;
Came to the world in the usually way
But there were planes to catch and bills to pay.
He learned to walk while I was away.
He was talkin' 'fore I knew it.
And as he grew he said,
"I'm gonna be like you, Dad.
You know I'm gonna be like you."
And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man on the moon.
"When you comin' home ?"
"Son, I don't know when.
We'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then."
Well, my son turned ten just the other day.
He said , "Thanks for the ball, Dad. Come on, let's play.
Could you teach me to throw ?" I said, "Not today.
I got a lot to do." He said, "That's okay."
And he walked away and he smiled and he said,
"You know,
I'm gonna be like him, yeah.
You know I'm gonna be like him."
And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man on the moon.
"When you comin' home ?"
"Son, I don't know when.
We'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then."
Well, he came from college just the other day,
So much like a man I just had to say,
"I'm proud of you. Could you sit for a while ?"
He shook his head and he said with a smile,
"What I'd really like, Dad, is to borrow the car keys.
See you later. Can I have them please ?"
And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man on the moon.
"When you comin home, Son ?"
"I don't know when.
We'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then.
I've long since retired, my son's moved away.
I called him up just the other day.
"I'd like to see you, if you dont mind."
He said, "I'd love to, Dad, if I could find the time.
You see my new job's a hassle and the kids have the flu,
But it's sure nice talkin' to you, Dad.
It's been sure nice talkin' to you.
And as I hung up the phone it occurred to me,
He'd grown up just like me.
My boy was just like me.
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man on the moon.
"When you comin' home ?"
"Son, I don't know when.
We'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then."
Came to the world in the usually way
But there were planes to catch and bills to pay.
He learned to walk while I was away.
He was talkin' 'fore I knew it.
And as he grew he said,
"I'm gonna be like you, Dad.
You know I'm gonna be like you."
And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man on the moon.
"When you comin' home ?"
"Son, I don't know when.
We'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then."
Well, my son turned ten just the other day.
He said , "Thanks for the ball, Dad. Come on, let's play.
Could you teach me to throw ?" I said, "Not today.
I got a lot to do." He said, "That's okay."
And he walked away and he smiled and he said,
"You know,
I'm gonna be like him, yeah.
You know I'm gonna be like him."
And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man on the moon.
"When you comin' home ?"
"Son, I don't know when.
We'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then."
Well, he came from college just the other day,
So much like a man I just had to say,
"I'm proud of you. Could you sit for a while ?"
He shook his head and he said with a smile,
"What I'd really like, Dad, is to borrow the car keys.
See you later. Can I have them please ?"
And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man on the moon.
"When you comin home, Son ?"
"I don't know when.
We'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then.
I've long since retired, my son's moved away.
I called him up just the other day.
"I'd like to see you, if you dont mind."
He said, "I'd love to, Dad, if I could find the time.
You see my new job's a hassle and the kids have the flu,
But it's sure nice talkin' to you, Dad.
It's been sure nice talkin' to you.
And as I hung up the phone it occurred to me,
He'd grown up just like me.
My boy was just like me.
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)
And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man on the moon.
"When you comin' home ?"
"Son, I don't know when.
We'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then."
Monday, June 9, 2008
This Young Lady x
This young lady above is the most amazing young lady there is. She is so kind, caring, beautiful, unique, funny, respectful, sweet natured. She is so amazing words can’t describe her. I was lucky enough to spend most of my weekend with her! She came round to mine on Saturday spent the morning at mine and then we went to hers. Where she thrashed me at the Wii. We then went looking at a nice house as her family want to move. Then went back to hers for tea. I was then invited round for a BBQ the following day! So the next day I went round for a BBQ and it was lovely. The thing about this young lady is that she makes me feel so special and relaxed. She removes all of the negativity when I’m with her and makes me feel safe and that everything is okay.
I am the luckiest guy alive to have you in my life. I never want to lose you Miss Kathryn Ann Loveland. I will always love you forever and ever.
Shrek (:
Shrek (:
Sunday, June 1, 2008
Saturday, May 24, 2008
I Love You <3
Most of you will probably know me as Justin the guy who posts a blog now and then right? Well there's a lot more to me than that but I won’t go too in depth. I will say though, in late 2005 when I was at St John an amazing girl joined the division. I didn’t really talk to this wonderful girl called Kathryn and to be perfectly honest with you all, I just thought “a new cadet nothing special” but November 2006 came and I really started to like her and I mean like like.
After I discovered I had feelings for Kathryn I was lucky enough to go on a leadership course with her in January 2007. Meaning a weekend away together. So this weekend came and I got know Kathryn a lot better and my feelings grew even more. I was scared to talk at first because I didn't want her to not like me I was scared of what she would think of me and I can remember what my thoughts were... "What if she doesn't like the real me," "what if she decides she doesn't want to be with me once she knows me better." I got talking to Kathryn for quite a while on and off over the
weekend and realized what type of a person she was... friendly, caring, loving, gentle, funny, amazing, respectable, unique - just to name a few of the words to describe her. I really wanted to ask her to be my girlfriend bearing in mind I was 13 years old at this point and this was the first time we talked properly. Another reason for this was because of two other cadets on the course. Dan used to be, my best friend he seemed to be the one who was more outgoing and did everything and I thought Kathryn would prefer him so much more than me. But there was also Tom who Kathryn really got on with and seemed to like.But did that stop me? No it didn't ;) Me and Kathryn eventually got together on the 4th February 2007. I really didn’t think she would say yes because there was a rumour about me fancying another girl on a trip to Belgium I went to. I used this in a way to see if Kathryn had the same feelings for me and when I asked her out I felt what a plank. She will never go out with you but when she replied and told me she would I felt something click everything was suddenly so right.
The truth is, Kathryn isn't like most girls and she has never been a shallow person. She is the most outgoing person I have ever met and will accept anyone who shows her respect. This is one of the many reasons I love her.
I will never ever forget my first day with Kathryn; it was the day my life changed. The day I became aware of what I wanted in life, the day I woke up and decided to do something for myself for a change... the day I fell in love.
Me and Kathryn have been through a lot of hassle over the past few months and I can honestly say it was one of the most upsetting times of my life. I felt like I needed her, I felt like I had to have her, but I knew we could be happy someday together and I held onto that.
Kathryn has changed my life. From the moment I asked her to be with me on the 4th February 2006, I have felt like the real me. I feel I can be true to myself and others around me. I'm no longer ashamed of whom I am and I honestly do feel loved and if anyone else can truly say they "feel" loved then they will know just how amazing it is.
Why the hell are you posting this Justin?
Well... I just want the whole world to know just how much I love this girl. She means the absolute
world to me and always has done. She has changed me into the real person I am. A better person. She has made me realize what love is and how amazing that feeling is and she has proven to me that she would do anything and the feeling is mutual.I would lay down my life for this girl. I would die for her. I would take a bullet for her. I would get stabbed 500000000 times in the heart if it meant just one more kiss. I have never ever felt like this in my life. It is the most amazing feeling and I know I have already said it but it’s true. It’s so bloody amazing!
I know I’ve hurt her a few times and I’m so sorry. I know I’m the easiest person to put up with and I don’t let my feelings out. I will always love her though and no matter how much we argue i’ll always love and be there for her. I’m sorry for all the pain and hurt I’ve caused if I could back in time I would and change it all. But some of the things have brought us so much closer and I love you.
The truth of the matter is, I have been with Kathryn for 15 months and 20 days today and they have been the best 15 months and 20 days of my life and I AM going to be with her forever no matter what anyone says. We are not just for now... we are forever.
You can’t choose who you fall in love with. You just fall in love and when you’re in there's no way of getting out and to be honest, you won’t want to. I just want everyone to know that if you want to achieve something in life and do something... GO FOR IT! Don't let anything pull you back. Everyone deserves to be happy and LOVE is the most amazing feeling in the world.
I'll never forget the first kiss I had with you, the first time we held hands, our first picture together and the way you cuddle up to me when we’re together. :)
Wednesday, May 21, 2008
He Walks Away..
The tears run down his face,
His bags are packed,
He takes one last look around,
As he goes to gets the door handle,
He pulls the door open and takes a step outside,
As he breaths the fresh air and shuts the door behind him,
He walks out of his drive away and stops.
Turns around looks at the house he’s spent most of his life in,
Turns back around, tears still streaming down his face,
And walks away into the distance...
His bags are packed,
He takes one last look around,
As he goes to gets the door handle,
He pulls the door open and takes a step outside,
As he breaths the fresh air and shuts the door behind him,
He walks out of his drive away and stops.
Turns around looks at the house he’s spent most of his life in,
Turns back around, tears still streaming down his face,
And walks away into the distance...
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Thank You
Thank you for being there for me...
Thank you for making me smile & giggle...
Thank you for understanding me... (well trying too)
Thank you for making me so who I am...
Thank you for everything you've given me...
Thank you for being you!
Just something i decided to write...
Anyway today is Justin's Birthday and he is 15. He had a nice day really quiet which was nice so yer thanks to everyone. Thank you Kathryn for my wonderful pressents i love you so much <3
Hmm picture of the night...
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Negativity..
This week I have felt really drained physically and emotionally really.. This is going to be a short blog because I have a headache and yer.
This last week there has been so much going on really. Last week I had shows Wednesday and Thursday and rehearsals Monday and Tuesday and they really pulled my stuffing out. Friday was cadets and wasn’t so bad, although Jamie didn’t turn up meaning we had to cancel quiz training.
I’ve been so negative this last weeks and I’ve really suffered (stop reading now because I’m a selfish git and this where I moan) I’ve been negative about everything, I got a D in maths and I’m not happy there. I also got my science module results today did okay but not good enough, got
Physics: C
Biology: C
Chemistry: D (One mark of a C) :@
So I’ve pushed myself, I also got a low C in psychology which isn’t good when I’ve been getting A’s / A*’s in them lessons hmm.
Anyway got something to look forward to, I get to see Kathryn Thursday night which will be great. We’ve got though a little rough match but I think it’s sorted, I never want to lose her she is my world I love her so much. (Only words to you readers but my feelings to me)
Anyway off I go, I’ve got to do some Psychology coursework for tomorrow and I don’t understand one bit. Odea..
Tonight picture is my granny and my uncle at her 80th birthday last year what a smile hey?
This last week there has been so much going on really. Last week I had shows Wednesday and Thursday and rehearsals Monday and Tuesday and they really pulled my stuffing out. Friday was cadets and wasn’t so bad, although Jamie didn’t turn up meaning we had to cancel quiz training.
I’ve been so negative this last weeks and I’ve really suffered (stop reading now because I’m a selfish git and this where I moan) I’ve been negative about everything, I got a D in maths and I’m not happy there. I also got my science module results today did okay but not good enough, got
Physics: C
Biology: C
Chemistry: D (One mark of a C) :@
So I’ve pushed myself, I also got a low C in psychology which isn’t good when I’ve been getting A’s / A*’s in them lessons hmm.
Anyway got something to look forward to, I get to see Kathryn Thursday night which will be great. We’ve got though a little rough match but I think it’s sorted, I never want to lose her she is my world I love her so much. (Only words to you readers but my feelings to me)
Anyway off I go, I’ve got to do some Psychology coursework for tomorrow and I don’t understand one bit. Odea..
Tonight picture is my granny and my uncle at her 80th birthday last year what a smile hey?
I took the photo on my phone from the video camera screen...
Monday, April 14, 2008
I’ll Think of a title...
This week has been well let’s be honest, crap. This week has been so low for me inside. It’s just built up this week inside and seemed to I just don’t know really. Monday night was a bit of a heart breaker for me to be honest. Mum and dad we’re arguing meaning I heard most of it and I feel so guilty I really do. If I wasn’t here they would be so much happier. Kath and I have had a bit of a crap week really. We’ve been having our little arguments again over nothing really. I’ve also been trying to stick my nose in when I really shouldn’t of into Kath’s problems. I’m so sorry. We nearly lost everything we’ve got Saturday at Laurens party and if I’m honest I really don’t know what I would do if I ever lost her. She has changed me for the good, made my life worth living and she is so wonderful. I’m the luckiest guy on earth to have her in my life, not just as my girlfriend but as one as my closet best friends. Laurens party was a laugh sorry if we ruined it a bit.
Sunday I went swimming with the family. Well they argued over everything so I decided to swim off and just swim up and down the pool keeping away. Today was Monday. Had double PE this morning which was great then RE and I got told to keep my ideas inside as he couldn’t answer them. Maths was rubbish English was okay and Biology was okay. Crew was pointless I went around putting up posters! Now I’m typing this boring you all together while listening to music and talking to Kathryn. Anyway get to see her tomorrow evening (YAY) as we are off to see just the two of us at school. Then its Wicked on Wednesday. So it’s okay.
Well here is tonight’s picture.
Sunday I went swimming with the family. Well they argued over everything so I decided to swim off and just swim up and down the pool keeping away. Today was Monday. Had double PE this morning which was great then RE and I got told to keep my ideas inside as he couldn’t answer them. Maths was rubbish English was okay and Biology was okay. Crew was pointless I went around putting up posters! Now I’m typing this boring you all together while listening to music and talking to Kathryn. Anyway get to see her tomorrow evening (YAY) as we are off to see just the two of us at school. Then its Wicked on Wednesday. So it’s okay.
Well here is tonight’s picture.
This was Justin after he couldn't find his keys, they was pluged intot he computer...
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
Hello strangers!
Hello, bet you don’t even know who I am since I haven’t blogged for ages. So much has been going on its unbelievable. Okay when did we last blog is my first question, since the 9th march! That’s nearly a month ago! So anyway I’ll tell you about my nearly a month well bits of it. I’m not planning on writing an essay. But knowing me it will turn into one!
Okay this month hasn’t been too good if I’m to tell the truth. Family have been going through a very rough patch and Kathryn and I have also been going through a rough patch. But I’m happy to say Kath and I came out of it stronger than ever. Well I think so anyway. As for family that’s a different story and I’m not willing to go into it as it brings me down. (Mental note: I hate sky broadband, as it has dropped out again...) There has been times where I have felt like playing in the road last month and times where I have felt on top of the world. (It seems my emotions are having a war) I’ve got too thanks Kathryn in particular for standing by me though everything and being there for a shoulder to cry on. Sorry for everything I’ve put you through over March I’m so glad we sorted everything out.
So whats happend over March then? Well its Easter holidays and I went to France for 3 days and 2 nights. I hated it to be quite honest with you. I was ill for the trip and I really didn’t enjoy it. Another reason I hated it was because there was some what’s the word? Up themselves pigs on the trip. The ones that look down there nose at you because you don’t use big words or can’t spell or don’t like talking about GCSEs, grades etc. Being ill made me feel so grrrr because I felt that I was letting down the group really. Easter was okay I got fat... even more so. But I think Easter was before France confused. (Need sugar really) We had a whole day of quiz training Saturday before county’s and we won the county competitions. Now we’re off to regionals on the 25th May. The last week of the Easter holidays was AMAZING! Why? Because I spent it with Kathryn. Monday was her birthday and I really had a good day and I think she did to. She loved her necklace that I was umming and arring over for ages but she loves it. Tuesday I was at hers all day. Wednesday she was at mine all day. Thursday we met up in the evening at forum which was a laugh. Friday she spent the day round mine last minute as we were going into town to do some shopping but my nan couldn’t baby sit due to she had pancreatitis again. But she’s fine now. Friday was a diji cam day and we took loads of pics. (I’ll post a couple.) Weekend was rubbish and so was Monday really.
Today was first day back of school. I hated it. It was too long, dull and humid. Tomorrow is another day and we’ll see what it holds. I’m sorry Kath for tonight I love you so much I really do. You mean the world to me <3
Below are a few pics from my Easter break. Oh and I promise I will blog more often!!
Okay this month hasn’t been too good if I’m to tell the truth. Family have been going through a very rough patch and Kathryn and I have also been going through a rough patch. But I’m happy to say Kath and I came out of it stronger than ever. Well I think so anyway. As for family that’s a different story and I’m not willing to go into it as it brings me down. (Mental note: I hate sky broadband, as it has dropped out again...) There has been times where I have felt like playing in the road last month and times where I have felt on top of the world. (It seems my emotions are having a war) I’ve got too thanks Kathryn in particular for standing by me though everything and being there for a shoulder to cry on. Sorry for everything I’ve put you through over March I’m so glad we sorted everything out.
So whats happend over March then? Well its Easter holidays and I went to France for 3 days and 2 nights. I hated it to be quite honest with you. I was ill for the trip and I really didn’t enjoy it. Another reason I hated it was because there was some what’s the word? Up themselves pigs on the trip. The ones that look down there nose at you because you don’t use big words or can’t spell or don’t like talking about GCSEs, grades etc. Being ill made me feel so grrrr because I felt that I was letting down the group really. Easter was okay I got fat... even more so. But I think Easter was before France confused. (Need sugar really) We had a whole day of quiz training Saturday before county’s and we won the county competitions. Now we’re off to regionals on the 25th May. The last week of the Easter holidays was AMAZING! Why? Because I spent it with Kathryn. Monday was her birthday and I really had a good day and I think she did to. She loved her necklace that I was umming and arring over for ages but she loves it. Tuesday I was at hers all day. Wednesday she was at mine all day. Thursday we met up in the evening at forum which was a laugh. Friday she spent the day round mine last minute as we were going into town to do some shopping but my nan couldn’t baby sit due to she had pancreatitis again. But she’s fine now. Friday was a diji cam day and we took loads of pics. (I’ll post a couple.) Weekend was rubbish and so was Monday really.
Today was first day back of school. I hated it. It was too long, dull and humid. Tomorrow is another day and we’ll see what it holds. I’m sorry Kath for tonight I love you so much I really do. You mean the world to me <3
Below are a few pics from my Easter break. Oh and I promise I will blog more often!!
France Is Below
Us. The colourful one was done in PC world on a Mac and i took a photo on my phone.
Justin Got Snow In Tractor Land!
Sunday, March 9, 2008
Everything Was So Perfect...
Indeed it was. I’ve spent the evening with Kathryn which was just perfect it really was but then I had to come home...
It was all fine until I opened by big fat mouth. I said to dad are you going to come to the show (I’ve been working on for a couple of days) and he goes ‘I dunno’ then mum turns round and says ‘of course he isn’t, means he has to take time off work’ now they are arguing and I feel bad for starting it all off and they are still at it now and what’s the point.
The links below are links to a songs that I feel like right now,
http://youtube.com/watch?v=tHXZ_peJe9c
http://youtube.com/watch?v=o2DWYcS2OuY
Sorry for not blogging for a while theres been so much going on...
It was all fine until I opened by big fat mouth. I said to dad are you going to come to the show (I’ve been working on for a couple of days) and he goes ‘I dunno’ then mum turns round and says ‘of course he isn’t, means he has to take time off work’ now they are arguing and I feel bad for starting it all off and they are still at it now and what’s the point.
The links below are links to a songs that I feel like right now,
http://youtube.com/watch?v=tHXZ_peJe9c
http://youtube.com/watch?v=o2DWYcS2OuY
Sorry for not blogging for a while theres been so much going on...
Saturday, March 1, 2008
Keep Going
I wouldn’t read this post unless you want to become bored.
Basically I’m going to let how I feel out. At this current point in time I feel crap. This last week I’ve let all my problems build up because I’ve been helping others with there’s and just keeping me busy. Well this weekend it’s just built up and I need to let it out. Sorry if I sound self centred and selfish it’s true but yer I’m sorry.
I constantly feel down and crap. Home life is crap; probably because I cause the problems me and my sister contently argues and I really hate it. Inside it burns me so much when we do argue I try and make an effort not to argue and it gets thrown back in my face. I know she hates me and I know people all say “all brothers and sisters are like that” but no it’s not the same we have never been close maybe because I was jealous when we were younger but then that’s me all over - jealous. Mum and Dad are constantly at each other’s throats even when they’re not together there back stabbing one another it does my head in.
Friends seem to be having a lot of problems recently and I really feel that I am making things worse for them with the advice I give them (if you can call it advice) I’m sorry to you all. I feel like I’m letting Kathryn down constantly and I’m so sorry.
I’m sorry to everyone for everything, that I’ve let you down, made you cry, made things worse and just being me I’m sorry to you all.
Basically I’m going to let how I feel out. At this current point in time I feel crap. This last week I’ve let all my problems build up because I’ve been helping others with there’s and just keeping me busy. Well this weekend it’s just built up and I need to let it out. Sorry if I sound self centred and selfish it’s true but yer I’m sorry.
I constantly feel down and crap. Home life is crap; probably because I cause the problems me and my sister contently argues and I really hate it. Inside it burns me so much when we do argue I try and make an effort not to argue and it gets thrown back in my face. I know she hates me and I know people all say “all brothers and sisters are like that” but no it’s not the same we have never been close maybe because I was jealous when we were younger but then that’s me all over - jealous. Mum and Dad are constantly at each other’s throats even when they’re not together there back stabbing one another it does my head in.
Friends seem to be having a lot of problems recently and I really feel that I am making things worse for them with the advice I give them (if you can call it advice) I’m sorry to you all. I feel like I’m letting Kathryn down constantly and I’m so sorry.
I’m sorry to everyone for everything, that I’ve let you down, made you cry, made things worse and just being me I’m sorry to you all.
http://pravstalk.com/wp-content/uploads/2007/05/pravs-j-never-give-up-on-anything.jpg
Friday, February 29, 2008
Its friday again..
I Really would even read this
Yep Friday again. So today I had PSE and we did speed dating and Dani didn’t like the name so we changed it to speed friendship. Got to know some stuff about my registration group which was okay. Then it was double food tech where I made my lunch Chicken Mozzarella so I had made that by the first part of the lesson and had cleaned up but what did I have to do? Sit there and do jack all. So I had that for lunch and it was rather nice. After that I sat there and was thinking about just stuff. Then I had double media what fun that was. Basically I sat and did all the work for our group which contained four people not just one. Last lesson was psychology and I made a poster on the Bobo Doll. After school I went in the animal room to get away from revision and think but no my physics teacher comes in and does revision with me (which I’m really not happy about)
Friday means cadets. What fun that was I feel like crap afterwards as usual. I feel that I let Kathryn down again for not supporting her. I’m truly sorry babe. I love you so much. I feel really crap at the moment due to I’ve got so much to do and it’s like...
Anyway I need sleep.
Yep Friday again. So today I had PSE and we did speed dating and Dani didn’t like the name so we changed it to speed friendship. Got to know some stuff about my registration group which was okay. Then it was double food tech where I made my lunch Chicken Mozzarella so I had made that by the first part of the lesson and had cleaned up but what did I have to do? Sit there and do jack all. So I had that for lunch and it was rather nice. After that I sat there and was thinking about just stuff. Then I had double media what fun that was. Basically I sat and did all the work for our group which contained four people not just one. Last lesson was psychology and I made a poster on the Bobo Doll. After school I went in the animal room to get away from revision and think but no my physics teacher comes in and does revision with me (which I’m really not happy about)
Friday means cadets. What fun that was I feel like crap afterwards as usual. I feel that I let Kathryn down again for not supporting her. I’m truly sorry babe. I love you so much. I feel really crap at the moment due to I’ve got so much to do and it’s like...
Anyway I need sleep.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
EARTH QUAKE!
Earth Quake last night; I didn’t feel a thing but my friend in London said that he thought his boiler was starting to blow up and his bedroom was about to come to an end with a big bang, so he checked his boiler and it was fine, although he said it had the look of ‘not this time mate... but maybe next’. So remember 00:53 on the 27th Feburery 2008 Earth Quake hits England. Theres a story for your kids.
Anyway sorry for not blogging since, (looks at last post date) Sunday. It’s been manic what with back to school and the great subject of revision. This is because I have a module maths exam Monday (yuck) and three module science exams on Wednesday (even better) so at this point in time I have rounding decimal places and the uses of polymers running through my head.
Today has been wired. Today’s been like walking round with the sign ‘Councillor’ above my head. Chloe is having a lot of problems and I’ve been trying (but failing) to help her. Then Maria has just split from her boyfriend and found out he cheated behind her back 9 times within their 6 months of being together.
Tonight has been okay. I went to Kathryn’s as it was her sister’s birthday and Kath asked me to go and keep her sane. (Why me I don’t know) we got chatting which was really nice and something we don’t do often enough (well properly) and it really enjoyed myself. Mum has defiantly got her new job now but that’s caused arguments between her and in the end mum turned round and said well ‘I get round it somehow other single parents’ so more arguments. Now I need a cuddle for Kathryn.
Babe if you are reading this I love you so much and you truly do mean the world to me you’ve made my life so wonderful and I never ever want to lose you.
Right I’m off to read my Harry Potter Book before the circle of schools tarts again tommrow (I’m jumping for joys at this point.)
Here is tonight’s picture:
Anyway sorry for not blogging since, (looks at last post date) Sunday. It’s been manic what with back to school and the great subject of revision. This is because I have a module maths exam Monday (yuck) and three module science exams on Wednesday (even better) so at this point in time I have rounding decimal places and the uses of polymers running through my head.
Today has been wired. Today’s been like walking round with the sign ‘Councillor’ above my head. Chloe is having a lot of problems and I’ve been trying (but failing) to help her. Then Maria has just split from her boyfriend and found out he cheated behind her back 9 times within their 6 months of being together.
Tonight has been okay. I went to Kathryn’s as it was her sister’s birthday and Kath asked me to go and keep her sane. (Why me I don’t know) we got chatting which was really nice and something we don’t do often enough (well properly) and it really enjoyed myself. Mum has defiantly got her new job now but that’s caused arguments between her and in the end mum turned round and said well ‘I get round it somehow other single parents’ so more arguments. Now I need a cuddle for Kathryn.
Babe if you are reading this I love you so much and you truly do mean the world to me you’ve made my life so wonderful and I never ever want to lose you.
Right I’m off to read my Harry Potter Book before the circle of schools tarts again tommrow (I’m jumping for joys at this point.)
Here is tonight’s picture:
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Sorry & Thank You
I’m sorry,
I’m sorry I’m not good looking,
I’m sorry I’m fat,
I’m sorry I don’t comfort you when you need me,
Sorry I’m over protective,
Sorry I’m jealous,
Sorry I don't show my love,
I’m sorry I care too much,
I’m sorry I’m clingy,
I’m sorry I’m not the guy you deserve.
Today has been a great day. I’ve spent most of it with Kathryn again. We had a bit of a down morning but we sorted that we spent most of our day in the park and again everything seemed so right. I’m missing her like crazy now. Thanks for a fab day i truly do love you with all my heart.
Anyway I’ll leave you be enjoy your evening.
I’m sorry I’m not good looking,
I’m sorry I’m fat,
I’m sorry I don’t comfort you when you need me,
Sorry I’m over protective,
Sorry I’m jealous,
Sorry I don't show my love,
I’m sorry I care too much,
I’m sorry I’m clingy,
I’m sorry I’m not the guy you deserve.
Today has been a great day. I’ve spent most of it with Kathryn again. We had a bit of a down morning but we sorted that we spent most of our day in the park and again everything seemed so right. I’m missing her like crazy now. Thanks for a fab day i truly do love you with all my heart.
Anyway I’ll leave you be enjoy your evening.
Friday, February 22, 2008
ARAGHHHHHHHHH - Sorry
Time for a rant!
I’ll start nasty and finish nicely. Tonight has been rubbish (I won’t swear). Its Friday again which means cadets and to be quite honest I want to leave and I think I’m going to either that or I’m going to get kicked out. They don't listen to me but that’s because I’m a crap NCO and they know it. At Anyway so that was the main part of cadets but then we had quiz and that went from bad to worse.
We we’re doing training Kathryn wasn’t too happy as it was because of something before and something cropped up and it just blew from there I went to comfort Kathryn which she doesn’t need I guess and I over react. I guess, I’m just too clingy and I’m sorry. Now I’ve left my phone with Kathryn so mums not happy that I haven’t got my phone another reason to hate me I guess. Then I phoned Kathryn and I was off with her on the phone and I really didn’t mean to be and I’m sorry. Maybe I should just disappear or hopefully not wake up in the morning. Oh and dads not happy that even though I told him Wednesday and reminded him this morning that I wasn’t going to be On Call Staff for the rally at the arena so hey this hole is getting deeper and deeper.
On the upside Kathryn and I went out for a lovely meal this afternoon and I’ve spent my day with her which has been fabulous. I’ve really enjoyed it. I love her so much, I truly do.
Anyway I suppose I better go because I but you can’t be bothered reading the above and I don't blame you. So maybe things will be better in the morning or I won’t wake up tomorrow one or the other. Have a good night!
I’ll start nasty and finish nicely. Tonight has been rubbish (I won’t swear). Its Friday again which means cadets and to be quite honest I want to leave and I think I’m going to either that or I’m going to get kicked out. They don't listen to me but that’s because I’m a crap NCO and they know it. At Anyway so that was the main part of cadets but then we had quiz and that went from bad to worse.
We we’re doing training Kathryn wasn’t too happy as it was because of something before and something cropped up and it just blew from there I went to comfort Kathryn which she doesn’t need I guess and I over react. I guess, I’m just too clingy and I’m sorry. Now I’ve left my phone with Kathryn so mums not happy that I haven’t got my phone another reason to hate me I guess. Then I phoned Kathryn and I was off with her on the phone and I really didn’t mean to be and I’m sorry. Maybe I should just disappear or hopefully not wake up in the morning. Oh and dads not happy that even though I told him Wednesday and reminded him this morning that I wasn’t going to be On Call Staff for the rally at the arena so hey this hole is getting deeper and deeper.
On the upside Kathryn and I went out for a lovely meal this afternoon and I’ve spent my day with her which has been fabulous. I’ve really enjoyed it. I love her so much, I truly do.
Anyway I suppose I better go because I but you can’t be bothered reading the above and I don't blame you. So maybe things will be better in the morning or I won’t wake up tomorrow one or the other. Have a good night!
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Time for a quckie?
Just a short blog today as I’m in the middle of writing a letter so I’ll just tell me about my last couple of days. Well yesterday I went out with my nan in the morning and then went back to hers. My mum then came and went “girly shopping with my sister & nan” so I walked down to Kathryn’s and we watched some random videos on YouTube and look at some chat logs (shows what some people are like towards other) then we decided to go for a walk and into the park for a bit I will post the links to the video of me going down the slide when I can be bothered to YouTube them. Kathryn then came back to mine for tea. But before that we made up the packs for cadets and had to clean out the chinchillas (sorry) then we had chicken mozzarella and then watched cast away (kind of in a fashion) then we dropped Kath back home and i went to bed.
Today I’ve been really lazy and done hardly anything I got out of bed about 11am this morning and went to pick up my shoes with my Nan then back to hers for some lunch and to install Adobe reader on her computer then I came home and Louise’s mum was round doing Heidi’s hair and showing mum how to do it for the wedding. Then I was chatting to her and then she went home we then had dinner because mum and Heidi have gone out to watch the wizard of Oz tonight so I’m home alone just spoken to Kath but now I’m going to go and finish my letter.
So night
Here is tonight picture – it’s not animated
Today I’ve been really lazy and done hardly anything I got out of bed about 11am this morning and went to pick up my shoes with my Nan then back to hers for some lunch and to install Adobe reader on her computer then I came home and Louise’s mum was round doing Heidi’s hair and showing mum how to do it for the wedding. Then I was chatting to her and then she went home we then had dinner because mum and Heidi have gone out to watch the wizard of Oz tonight so I’m home alone just spoken to Kath but now I’m going to go and finish my letter.
So night
Here is tonight picture – it’s not animated
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
I don’t have a title today
What a wonderful day it has been today because I’ve spent it with my wonderful girlfriend Kathryn. I got to hers about ten this morning and got back to mine about 8:45 tonight we’ve had a really great day. I met her Nan today and she is really nice as well as her cousin who is well a bit... Grumpy? Then I went back to Kaths and had some tea with her and then we watched a night at the museum which is a really cool film (like we watched it :P) and then they dropped me back home. Now I’m blogging to you wonderful people and going to have some chocolate milk. Nighty night here’s a picture to sum up my day;
Monday, February 18, 2008
Me & You In The Car Parking Space Right Here Right Now!
Today has been really long and really tiring. Basically today I spent the day with my Nan. Don’t get me wrong I love my Nan to bits she is one of those people I really get on with in my family. Anyway so yesterday I got a call saying there was a problem with her laptop (good old Vista again) so she picks me up and we go down to the guy who normally does her computer he shows me what to do to save Nan £50. So then we go to my house to pick up my laptop to back hers up because we’ve got to do a complete reboot of the whole system (yay).
So we get my laptop go into town to see the shoe doctor to have the metal put in my shoes and then we went back to hers and I spent 5 hours sorting out her bumming laptop and speaking to Virgin Media (fat lot of help they were can’t understand them)
Then I went home had some tea well a slim fast shake and then Kath picked me up in her mums new car and we went to Youth Forum and completely messed around really and oh yer ECO RABBIT! Oh and Me and you in the car parking space right here right now!
Now I’m currently watching the Simpsons movie and blogging at the same time (I can multitask) now I’m looking for a image to post with the blog so, here is another funny sign or two!
So we get my laptop go into town to see the shoe doctor to have the metal put in my shoes and then we went back to hers and I spent 5 hours sorting out her bumming laptop and speaking to Virgin Media (fat lot of help they were can’t understand them)
Then I went home had some tea well a slim fast shake and then Kath picked me up in her mums new car and we went to Youth Forum and completely messed around really and oh yer ECO RABBIT! Oh and Me and you in the car parking space right here right now!
Now I’m currently watching the Simpsons movie and blogging at the same time (I can multitask) now I’m looking for a image to post with the blog so, here is another funny sign or two!
Sunday, February 17, 2008
You Have Reached Your Destination
Today has been one of the best days of my life I’ve ever had. I have spent the day with my absolutely wonderful girlfriend Kath we’ve been to Southampton today! We got there about 11:30 due to sat nav. So basically we went and did a bit of shopping sat in the park for a bit then we met up with my mum and dad and then we went home (stopped at the pet shop on way home needed crickets for my geckos)
We got home and went on the Wii for a but then we went out for dinner at the cavalry and had a Sunday roast and they we’re ‘joking’ about the baby pictures. But no they weren’t we came home and mum and dad decided to show Kath the baby photos and videos (sorry babe). We then watched wild at heart (this probably sounds boring to you lot) but I really felt that me and Kath are really close more than ever and everything is so perfect it really is.
Then we took Kath home and I truly miss her now so now I’m watching peter kay and I’m about to go to sleep really. So yer sorry to boar you to death with my post but today has been an amazing day and babe I love you so much.
Night
We got home and went on the Wii for a but then we went out for dinner at the cavalry and had a Sunday roast and they we’re ‘joking’ about the baby pictures. But no they weren’t we came home and mum and dad decided to show Kath the baby photos and videos (sorry babe). We then watched wild at heart (this probably sounds boring to you lot) but I really felt that me and Kath are really close more than ever and everything is so perfect it really is.
Then we took Kath home and I truly miss her now so now I’m watching peter kay and I’m about to go to sleep really. So yer sorry to boar you to death with my post but today has been an amazing day and babe I love you so much.
Night
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Shall I or shall I not.
I didn’t know whether to blog or not today but I thought yer why not.
So my day was really rather boring I got up about 8:30 and then did some more looking in to buying a tortoise then I got up properly and went and did some posters and stuff for mum and then packed up the car and went to go and do the chocolate party until 6. Kath same about half 2ish with her family I didn’t get to give her a hug and I feel really bad now but she brought me a dictionary (I think she is hinting at something) but hey I love her so much. And I am missing her like crazy but ig et to spend the day with her tomorrow in Southampton. We then went to KFC because dads out and we haven’t had time to go to Tesco today because of the chocolate party. But of course being KFC they mucked up the order! Now I’m at home listening to music and writing this I’m about to go and watch casualty now so I’ll blog tomorrow I guess! Have a fab evening!
So my day was really rather boring I got up about 8:30 and then did some more looking in to buying a tortoise then I got up properly and went and did some posters and stuff for mum and then packed up the car and went to go and do the chocolate party until 6. Kath same about half 2ish with her family I didn’t get to give her a hug and I feel really bad now but she brought me a dictionary (I think she is hinting at something) but hey I love her so much. And I am missing her like crazy but ig et to spend the day with her tomorrow in Southampton. We then went to KFC because dads out and we haven’t had time to go to Tesco today because of the chocolate party. But of course being KFC they mucked up the order! Now I’m at home listening to music and writing this I’m about to go and watch casualty now so I’ll blog tomorrow I guess! Have a fab evening!
Heres a picture to make you laugh (well it made me laugh)
Friday, February 15, 2008
Friday 'Just not Sweet Enough"
Hello me again here to bore you all to death with my thoughts and feelings. So if you can’t be bothered to read it don't try it will only boar you some more.
Today is Friday meaning it’s the weekend tomorrow what joys? Today has been a bit of a down day really first lesson today was some professor from Southampton University to teach us about chemistry. Then I had double food tech which was all theory which really does my skull in. Then it was lunch and I decided to go for a walk round the school fields to just do some thinking really. Then I had double media and we were doing photo stories it was okay but I’ve now got to edit them all. Last but not least was psychology and I had my exam on phobias think it went okay but I froze on the answer which was worth 12 marks so I’ve probably screwed up there. After school I stayed behind to clean out the animals and make sure the gecko got taken home (so now your probably thinking I’m a nerd – probably true)
Got home and then had to pick up a folding table for the chocolate party tomorrow what fun that will be... Then I made a word search for cadets offended some people which I really hate myself for. Then I went to cadets and most probably made people hate me more than they already do. On the upside got to see Kath (which is a good thing in my eyes). Now I’m sat writing this on word listening to depressing songs and reflecting on my life (you asleep yet?) I get to see Kath tomorrow and Sunday as she’s popping up to the chocolate party tomorrow and we’re going to Southampton on Sunday.
Anyway bye for now I think I’ve bored you all enough including myself.
I'm sorry to everyone i've hurt today, I'm just sorry for everything
I’m sorry of being so emotional
I’m sorry of being so possessive
I’m sorry that I cry for you
I’m sorry because I can’t live without you
I’m sorry for the tears you shed
I’m sorry for the damage I made
I’m sorry I’ve made you sick
Sorry I hurt you so deep
I’m sorry for giving you sleepless nights
I’m sorry for each and every fight
I’m sorry for your pain & agony
I’m sorry for the missing harmony
I’m sorry for my selfish love
I’m sorry for not caring enough
I’m sorry for my restlessness
I’m sorry for the losing grace
I’m sorry my friend I made you mad
I’m sorry darling you are so sad
Sorry for not giving you any happiness
Sorry because it’s my disgrace
I’m sorry for thinking of you so very much
I’m sorry I always miss your touch
I’m sorry of being so mad about you
I’m sorry for my every blue
I’m sorry of being so immature
I’m sorry now that can’t be cured
I’m sorry that I’ve failed
I’m sorry and sorry again
I’m sorry of being insane
But believe me that I love you
But i'm not sorry for that
Today is Friday meaning it’s the weekend tomorrow what joys? Today has been a bit of a down day really first lesson today was some professor from Southampton University to teach us about chemistry. Then I had double food tech which was all theory which really does my skull in. Then it was lunch and I decided to go for a walk round the school fields to just do some thinking really. Then I had double media and we were doing photo stories it was okay but I’ve now got to edit them all. Last but not least was psychology and I had my exam on phobias think it went okay but I froze on the answer which was worth 12 marks so I’ve probably screwed up there. After school I stayed behind to clean out the animals and make sure the gecko got taken home (so now your probably thinking I’m a nerd – probably true)
Got home and then had to pick up a folding table for the chocolate party tomorrow what fun that will be... Then I made a word search for cadets offended some people which I really hate myself for. Then I went to cadets and most probably made people hate me more than they already do. On the upside got to see Kath (which is a good thing in my eyes). Now I’m sat writing this on word listening to depressing songs and reflecting on my life (you asleep yet?) I get to see Kath tomorrow and Sunday as she’s popping up to the chocolate party tomorrow and we’re going to Southampton on Sunday.
Anyway bye for now I think I’ve bored you all enough including myself.
I'm sorry to everyone i've hurt today, I'm just sorry for everything
I’m sorry of being so emotional
I’m sorry of being so possessive
I’m sorry that I cry for you
I’m sorry because I can’t live without you
I’m sorry for the tears you shed
I’m sorry for the damage I made
I’m sorry I’ve made you sick
Sorry I hurt you so deep
I’m sorry for giving you sleepless nights
I’m sorry for each and every fight
I’m sorry for your pain & agony
I’m sorry for the missing harmony
I’m sorry for my selfish love
I’m sorry for not caring enough
I’m sorry for my restlessness
I’m sorry for the losing grace
I’m sorry my friend I made you mad
I’m sorry darling you are so sad
Sorry for not giving you any happiness
Sorry because it’s my disgrace
I’m sorry for thinking of you so very much
I’m sorry I always miss your touch
I’m sorry of being so mad about you
I’m sorry for my every blue
I’m sorry of being so immature
I’m sorry now that can’t be cured
I’m sorry that I’ve failed
I’m sorry and sorry again
I’m sorry of being insane
But believe me that I love you
But i'm not sorry for that
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Valentines Day
Happy Valentine’s Day to you all, but especially to Kathryn. I love you so much babe with all my heart I truly do. I’m the luckiest and happiest guy alive to have you in my life not just as a great friend but as my girlfriend as well.
I hope you’ve all had a nice day as I have well ish. I got a lovely text from Kath this morning about 7 which made me get up with a smile on my face. So I did the usual get dressed etc and went to school. So this is my day.
Period one was physics and it was okay really got a load of revision to do for half term which is just great. Period two was let me think, English and we had some cover teacher from the art department I think. He wouldn’t let us talk for the discussion work that we were doing which is like ok... Period three was Psychology and we were doing a bit of revision for the end of module exam tomorrow. Period four was Biology and it was rubbish had to sit and do a mock exam and then get more revision sheets. Period five was maths and I feel like a dumb idiot as I got 19 out of 50 so yer I’m not happy about that so there’s some more revision to do. So I feel of a failure. Period six we watched Shrek in French so that was okay.
After school I had my interview I think it went well but I really don’t think I’m going to get the job but hey. I then got the bus home but not home I stopped off at Kath’s to give her, her card and duck!
So now I’m at home just thinking and missing Kath so much it’s unbearable. Family life isn’t to good mum got dad a valentine present and card and put it out for the morning for him and he hasn’t even touched it. Heidi is just being annoying and I feel like a failure but hey. Mums not to happy with me for getting 19 out of 50 and now I’ve just mucked up dinner by cooking the food the wrong way round well done me tonight’s going to be fun evening I can tell!
Might post again later on but for now bye and happy Valentine’s Day.
I hope you’ve all had a nice day as I have well ish. I got a lovely text from Kath this morning about 7 which made me get up with a smile on my face. So I did the usual get dressed etc and went to school. So this is my day.
Period one was physics and it was okay really got a load of revision to do for half term which is just great. Period two was let me think, English and we had some cover teacher from the art department I think. He wouldn’t let us talk for the discussion work that we were doing which is like ok... Period three was Psychology and we were doing a bit of revision for the end of module exam tomorrow. Period four was Biology and it was rubbish had to sit and do a mock exam and then get more revision sheets. Period five was maths and I feel like a dumb idiot as I got 19 out of 50 so yer I’m not happy about that so there’s some more revision to do. So I feel of a failure. Period six we watched Shrek in French so that was okay.
After school I had my interview I think it went well but I really don’t think I’m going to get the job but hey. I then got the bus home but not home I stopped off at Kath’s to give her, her card and duck!
So now I’m at home just thinking and missing Kath so much it’s unbearable. Family life isn’t to good mum got dad a valentine present and card and put it out for the morning for him and he hasn’t even touched it. Heidi is just being annoying and I feel like a failure but hey. Mums not to happy with me for getting 19 out of 50 and now I’ve just mucked up dinner by cooking the food the wrong way round well done me tonight’s going to be fun evening I can tell!
Might post again later on but for now bye and happy Valentine’s Day.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
'The Day Before Valentines So That Makes It The 13th ...'
... I asked the question of what’s the date today so my chemistry teacher replies with that answer, I mean do most normal people work out the date like that. Or is that just me?
Anyway I shall stop babbling now and tell you about my day (that’s the part where you jump up and down with excitement) so today...
I woke up really late for my standards I got up at 7:08 this morning as was washed and dressed by 7:16 so yer had my breakfast tried to print my Psychology homework but the printer was out of ink so I thought memory stick and print at school. So I got to school really late as well today due to ice on the car joys
Period one was ICT the lesson with the chimpanzees let’s just say I didn't get much work done I was talking to Sean about the History trip to Berlin tonight so no Sean until Tuesday in half term. I then went to print my psychology homework off but it wouldn't open due to it didn’t have office 2007 on because the chimpanzees in the IT Techs office can be bothered to upgrade even though we have the software. -Angry Face-
Period two was chemistry and to be honest we learnt nothing yet again it was rather funny though. Joe decided he would hide under the lab bench at the back and every time there was silence he would make some noise or do something and miss go so annoyed. But hey.
Break time I went on the hunt for a computer that had office 2007 on it and failed.
English and we carried on with the Dracula course work [Sarcasm] YAYNESS [/Sarcasm] we we're also winding Sir up about Berlin because he is going as a non-history staff member.
Lunch was cool we just sat on the hill playing music and then there was huge bundle on Greg (there was a good reason)
Psychology and we covered treating phobias and thankfully homework wasn't due until tomorrow which is cool. I also had m daily gossip with Nicki.
Reg and sir was telling us jokes from a rather un political joke book god you got to love them books.
French and we were put on some French website (funny that in French lesson) but we decided to use some proxies and get on some games.
Maths I sat into the library and didn’t revision for my mock after school yay!
Did my mock I think it went well now I had to wait for my mummykins to arrive and pick me up.
She’s picked me up and we went home I had some twiglets yum. Then I got changed and went to forum. and Kathryn came and gave me a lift. She also gave me my valentines present (I haven’t opened it yet not until tomorrow) and card from her.
At forum we went through some news papers about young people into the media and designed a web page and got to see Kathryn yayyyyyyyyyyy.
Then my mum came and picked us up and brought Kath’s present a rose and some chocolate I have her card with me now. So I came home and opened my card and it was really sweet and it has prime place on my desk.
Then I sat down did my homework listened to music talked to Kath online she’s gone to watch torchwood now and now I’m writing this blog sorry to bore you here people.
If you’re reading this Kathryn I just want you to know how lucky I truly am to have you in my life and I love you so so much.
Last note I’ve got my interview for a job tomorrow so good luck to me. Have a nice evening / Valentine’s Day for tomorrow - Justin
Anyway I shall stop babbling now and tell you about my day (that’s the part where you jump up and down with excitement) so today...
I woke up really late for my standards I got up at 7:08 this morning as was washed and dressed by 7:16 so yer had my breakfast tried to print my Psychology homework but the printer was out of ink so I thought memory stick and print at school. So I got to school really late as well today due to ice on the car joys
Period one was ICT the lesson with the chimpanzees let’s just say I didn't get much work done I was talking to Sean about the History trip to Berlin tonight so no Sean until Tuesday in half term. I then went to print my psychology homework off but it wouldn't open due to it didn’t have office 2007 on because the chimpanzees in the IT Techs office can be bothered to upgrade even though we have the software. -Angry Face-Period two was chemistry and to be honest we learnt nothing yet again it was rather funny though. Joe decided he would hide under the lab bench at the back and every time there was silence he would make some noise or do something and miss go so annoyed. But hey.
Break time I went on the hunt for a computer that had office 2007 on it and failed.
English and we carried on with the Dracula course work [Sarcasm] YAYNESS [/Sarcasm] we we're also winding Sir up about Berlin because he is going as a non-history staff member.
Lunch was cool we just sat on the hill playing music and then there was huge bundle on Greg (there was a good reason)
Psychology and we covered treating phobias and thankfully homework wasn't due until tomorrow which is cool. I also had m daily gossip with Nicki.
Reg and sir was telling us jokes from a rather un political joke book god you got to love them books.
French and we were put on some French website (funny that in French lesson) but we decided to use some proxies and get on some games.
Maths I sat into the library and didn’t revision for my mock after school yay!
Did my mock I think it went well now I had to wait for my mummykins to arrive and pick me up.
She’s picked me up and we went home I had some twiglets yum. Then I got changed and went to forum. and Kathryn came and gave me a lift. She also gave me my valentines present (I haven’t opened it yet not until tomorrow) and card from her.At forum we went through some news papers about young people into the media and designed a web page and got to see Kathryn yayyyyyyyyyyy.
Then my mum came and picked us up and brought Kath’s present a rose and some chocolate I have her card with me now. So I came home and opened my card and it was really sweet and it has prime place on my desk.
Then I sat down did my homework listened to music talked to Kath online she’s gone to watch torchwood now and now I’m writing this blog sorry to bore you here people.
If you’re reading this Kathryn I just want you to know how lucky I truly am to have you in my life and I love you so so much.
Last note I’ve got my interview for a job tomorrow so good luck to me. Have a nice evening / Valentine’s Day for tomorrow - Justin
End Note:
This blog takes ages to upload photos :(
I still can;t decide a layout for my blog oh well.
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Or Tuesday...
... a line from the play i've been working on.
Anyways, wired day really today got into school at 8 this morning to set up the music onto mini disk and find out the news cues from last nights rehersles. Period one the play went really well although i missed a couple of cues but hey no one noticed. Break i went to pick up my raffle prize which was a tin of caberys biscuits.
Period three we did the play again and this time Miss G decided to change my cues and add / remove music... i was not impressed. The play went really well and the audience really enjoyed it by the end of it i had no lunch so went to ICT to sit in a room full of chimps that can't change the font, and they say that is set 2 of 7?
Period five the last and final performance it went extreamly well exsept, i hit the re-set rack button which started the tracka gain while int he middle of a dance opps.. but lukcily it was at the begining so we re-started. That performance went really well and its the one that will be examed. So by the end of that it was the end of school so i met up with, Charlotte, Sean, Mande & Dan and went into town to do some shopping.
I got Kaths valintines pressent and charlotte got hers for dan. I got the bus home and by the end i wanted to hit the bus driver lady / man thing she was so rude. Anyway i msut dash as i'm going to bed. Night more on my day tommrow - yawn -
Anyways, wired day really today got into school at 8 this morning to set up the music onto mini disk and find out the news cues from last nights rehersles. Period one the play went really well although i missed a couple of cues but hey no one noticed. Break i went to pick up my raffle prize which was a tin of caberys biscuits.
Period three we did the play again and this time Miss G decided to change my cues and add / remove music... i was not impressed. The play went really well and the audience really enjoyed it by the end of it i had no lunch so went to ICT to sit in a room full of chimps that can't change the font, and they say that is set 2 of 7?
Period five the last and final performance it went extreamly well exsept, i hit the re-set rack button which started the tracka gain while int he middle of a dance opps.. but lukcily it was at the begining so we re-started. That performance went really well and its the one that will be examed. So by the end of that it was the end of school so i met up with, Charlotte, Sean, Mande & Dan and went into town to do some shopping.
I got Kaths valintines pressent and charlotte got hers for dan. I got the bus home and by the end i wanted to hit the bus driver lady / man thing she was so rude. Anyway i msut dash as i'm going to bed. Night more on my day tommrow - yawn -
Monday, February 11, 2008
Just Another Manic Monday!
Monday again oh what joys. Didn't really get much sleep last night due to I was thinking of a number of things but hey I’ll stop moaning.
Anyway so it was Drama rehearsals today for the A Level Drama production tomorrow (only got told about it last Monday, nothing like short notice) so I’ve been sat in the sound and lighting box freezing my bum off and I haven’t really managed to get done what I needed to do which was writing at all my cues but hey that’s the joys of teching especially for Miss G. On the upside I didn't have to wear school uniform.
So now I’ve got to sit going through my script writing in cues for tomorrow’s performance at 8:45 which will be fun.
But there was a good thing about today I won in the raffle at school. So that made my day (yes I get amused easily) and my cakes I made yesterday was rather nice as well.
Right, I must go and do these cues and decide on something for dinner or I might just not bother tonight as I don't feel up for dinner and I had a flap jack for lunch so I guess it makes up for it.
Anyway so it was Drama rehearsals today for the A Level Drama production tomorrow (only got told about it last Monday, nothing like short notice) so I’ve been sat in the sound and lighting box freezing my bum off and I haven’t really managed to get done what I needed to do which was writing at all my cues but hey that’s the joys of teching especially for Miss G. On the upside I didn't have to wear school uniform.
So now I’ve got to sit going through my script writing in cues for tomorrow’s performance at 8:45 which will be fun.
But there was a good thing about today I won in the raffle at school. So that made my day (yes I get amused easily) and my cakes I made yesterday was rather nice as well.
Right, I must go and do these cues and decide on something for dinner or I might just not bother tonight as I don't feel up for dinner and I had a flap jack for lunch so I guess it makes up for it.
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Well.. Hello?
Well my own blog? Hi I guess, my names Justin and I’ve decided to keep a blog of my day to day life as I feel sometimes I need to let it all out really. I dought anyone will read this but hey, it makes me feel better! Anyway below is a bit about me read if you wish or go and find a more interesting site.
Me Myself & I:
My name is Justin. I was born on the 8th May 1993. I live with my mum, dad and sister and a few animals (this includes my sister). I am go to a high school in the south on England in good old Dorset. I am taking the following GCSE's
Maths
English
Science - Triple - Biology, Chemistry & Physics
Media Studies
Food Tech
RE - Short course
Psychology
French
I am currently in love with the most wonderfulist girl in the world and she goes by the name of Kathryn. We've been together for a year and nearly a week. She is so kind, caring, thoughtful, sweet natured, gawjus, intelligent and much more, words truly can't describe her she’s so perfect.
I'm a member of St John Ambulance and have been for over nine years now (what a waste of a life) that really where I met Kath.
My Hates & Likes:
Justin Likes,
Friends, Family, Odd Socks, Pets, Ketchup, Random Skype Calls, St. John, PYF, Stage Management, Singing & Dancing Randomly, My Bed, Apples, Kathryn, Tesco Chocolate Milk, Orange, Mobile, IPod, MSN, Skype, Subway.
Justin Hates,
Stereotyping, Abusive People, Bullying, Doctor Hillary From GMTV, Racism, Pears, Vegetables, Day Time TV, Teletubbies
Right that my first post I’ve got to go and prepare for drama rehearsals tomorrow 8:25 - 17:00 you must be joking!
Me Myself & I:
My name is Justin. I was born on the 8th May 1993. I live with my mum, dad and sister and a few animals (this includes my sister). I am go to a high school in the south on England in good old Dorset. I am taking the following GCSE's
Maths
English
Science - Triple - Biology, Chemistry & Physics
Media Studies
Food Tech
RE - Short course
Psychology
French
I am currently in love with the most wonderfulist girl in the world and she goes by the name of Kathryn. We've been together for a year and nearly a week. She is so kind, caring, thoughtful, sweet natured, gawjus, intelligent and much more, words truly can't describe her she’s so perfect.
I'm a member of St John Ambulance and have been for over nine years now (what a waste of a life) that really where I met Kath.
My Hates & Likes:
Justin Likes,
Friends, Family, Odd Socks, Pets, Ketchup, Random Skype Calls, St. John, PYF, Stage Management, Singing & Dancing Randomly, My Bed, Apples, Kathryn, Tesco Chocolate Milk, Orange, Mobile, IPod, MSN, Skype, Subway.
Justin Hates,
Stereotyping, Abusive People, Bullying, Doctor Hillary From GMTV, Racism, Pears, Vegetables, Day Time TV, Teletubbies
Right that my first post I’ve got to go and prepare for drama rehearsals tomorrow 8:25 - 17:00 you must be joking!
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